December 2008
And just like that, school is over. 20+ years. It just happened. Life happens. We make our plans and move through them, and then changes come our way. And perhaps we need to make adjustments and perhaps things aren't as clear as we'd like. That is life, and life happens. I want to be where things are happening… that is, life.
January 2009
Sometimes I feel pressure…
… to explain what I’m doing next with my life… have I found a job? When will I find a job? What will I do? Well, I haven't, and I don’t really know. But I will wait because I’ve waited before and God has answered each time.
… to explain what I do all day… compared to what I did everyday not even 1 month ago? Actually, right now, not much at all... but I will be thankful that God has given this time of retreat. It’s not always easy to let go of all that “doing”.
… to explain the point of our whole move… I could have lived comfortably without the change. In some ways, I think I’ve “given up” much of who I am/was (a forever teacher with the TDSB, a forever member of NYCBC, a comfortable Chinese Canadian) for this move. But it’s about life and opportunity. Life is short, and learning is much. And so we’ll see what God has in store for us!
2 comments:
forget it. you'll never escape "so what are you doing now?" whatever defines you defines you. you only need to justify your actions to your Maker anyways. tell'em to go .... .. ... ....
ahahah... too funny!
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